40 weeks

Well its yet again another week I was hoping I wouldnt have to post. I thought for sure I would have had her by now.. and blah blah I know first babies are usually late but its starting to stress me out. Mom & Daddy got here Saturday and Im glad for the company.. BUT theyre only here til Sunday so she needs to hurry her little butt up. I never said I was patient...
I know Shawns D-Day (deployment date) and its really close. This is going to probably be the hardest thing I have ever done. I thought for sure getting married and moving away from home was and I will admit.. I had a rough beginning.. but Shawn basically moved me to NC left for California then deployed to Iraq! Thats another thing.. I didnt know how I would EVER get through a 7 month deployment and now Ive been through 2! But I think having Delaney and having to say goodbye to Shawn x amount of days later will be the hardest yet. A) having to watch HIM say goodbye B) being totally alone with her. Most of the girls I know have gone home during the deployment but I dont really have that option. I have a household to run, 2 dogs, and I have to get to school so I can graduate this fall. I know I can do it, I dont think for one second that I cant.. and I know Im whining right now but Im entitled. Im just so ready and being overly pregnant is starting to take its toll. Its not like there are that many activities or outfits for the overly pregnant.
I go to the doctor Thursday and hopefully I have dialated more and she can strip my membranes and get this party started.

**How far along? 40 weeks. I wish I knew how to put an emphasis on 40..


**Total weight gain/loss: enough.

**How Big is Baby?: at this rate there is no telling.

**Maternity clothes? becoming scarce.

**Stretch marks? Im 40 weeks pregnant...

**Sleep: none.

**Best moment this week: my parents getting here

**Movement: shes still just as crazy as ever having fun driving me CRAZY

**Food cravings: nothing. I barely even have an appetite.

**Gender: stubborn baby girl <3

**Labor Signs: theres been a few other things to happen too graphic for a blog post and still the irregular contractions & cramping

**Belly Button in or out? out. and its facing the floor.

**What I am looking forward to: this question is almost as annoying as the weight question...