Well I went to my 40 week appointment this morning. Still no change. She tried again to strip my membranes but my cervix is too posterior and Im still not dialated enough. So as of right now the plan is to go into the hospital Tuesday night (2/1) and start the induction Wednesday morning (2/2).
This is not going at all how I planned... now my parents wont be here and its an even shorter amount of time that Shawn gets to spend with her. I am so disappointed and frustrated and there is absolutely nobody who knows how I feel right now. It sucked to watch my due date come and go, but to go in there today and to find out there is still no change... I think I have put too much pressure on myself with Shawn leaving and wanting my parents here so bad. And it doesnt help that everyone keeps asking me if Ive had her yet, or what the problem is, or how I feel.. I know everyone means well but it just doesnt help.
Lord give me strength..
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